Desember 24, 2012

December 25th

It's been a while since my last post. and the title isn't connected to this post anyway.
Anyway, i have nothing to do so i'm sorry for this kind of thingy. Well, highschool really kill your freetime, isn't it? hehehe. Anyway, i miss this kind of activity and i'll make sure i'll post more about myself and my recent activities for the past years.

Have you noticed that it's almost nearing the new year's eve? 6 days to go and you'll be in 2013. Which is:
1. i've survived from the Mayans prediction (the doomsday)
2. I still need to survive the highschool years. 3 years to go. daym it.
3. I spend most of my youth rotten at school.
4. I still can meet SHINee next year. hurray!
5. I still can meet my parents. Relieving.
6. I still can pray to God and thank Him for being very nice to me and giving many blessings to my life.
and those are some bad & good points from my perspective of view.

Still, to end 2012 we need to reflect ourself, do we reach our resolution for this year or not? are we getting better in 2012 or not? or else. for me, i still couldn't be a very open minded person, thinking inside the box, extremely outspoken, and very childish actually. And for my next resolution in 2013 is simple. same as last year, but need to reach it to be a better person to others and to myself.

Anyway, here are some things that i've reach in 2012:
1. turning 15 with maturity. dad bought me an iPod and i was happy. i thank dad for buying me one. heheh
2. being a super dilligent student. i've passed the national exam and be in big 10. Thanked God for helping me through the exam successfully.
3. facing the Highschool entrance test. Alhamdullilah, i passed and accepted as the students of SMAN28 Jakarta, Indonesia.
4. Fasting, couldn't make it full but Alhamdullilah i can celebrate Eid Mubarak with my big family in Jakarta.
5. Attending my first concert, SMTown Live In Jakarta. Finally, i can personally met my idols who have brightened my life. SHINee's performance are so overwhelming. The best concert i've ever watch. next Must Watch concert: SHINEE WORLD in Jakarta.
6. Surviving highschool. Nothing worse than the freshmen year, excitement, fear, and arogancy blend into one big ego.
7. first test in high school. got many bad scores, but it's fine. freshmen year ain't gonna be easy, right?
8. year end holiday. thank God finally i got myself a school-free for 2 weeks. Getting myself ready for 2nd semester.

And for 2013 Goals:
1. be a better person, more mature, more patience, more in everything except weight :p
2. attend my favorite contemporary band concert, SHINee. i don't care if it's solo concert or with others, kekeke. Absolutely in love with them, arent I?
3. Be at least big 10 at class. Good at social studies and also mastering science studies.
4. chosen as one of the most outstanding student in LIA
5. chosen as one of the students who are in cultural mission. I really want to introduce Indonesian culture to the world.
6. Turn 16 successfully.
7. having the most great year without any problems.
8. fashionable? nope. just being more me in the next year. Bismillah.

Anyway, these are my goals and my achievement on this year and the following year. You should try make one and see which goals succeed in 2013. Success is in you, not in other people hands!

Agustus 25, 2012

High School?


Yes. I forgot to mention in my last post that I'M FINALLY A HIGHSCHOOLER NOW!!!!! yeah. Accepted in 28 Senior High, one of the coolest school with good ranks in Jakarta. Such an honorable thing for me to pass and became one of the students there.

My First day school starts with Orientation Week. u kno, still using the Junior High uniforms, being quiet all the time, still a newbie there. Ah, that moment when you found the seniors were good-looking and suuuuuper nice, it feels like you were in the luckiest moment in you life.

After the orientation week, we can use the Senior High uniform and start to tangle off our Junior High uniforms. The feel of "the Freshmen Year".... Hang around with your new pals, started to know each other, having new family, the fun, the pressure of studying new things.. Well, anyway, glad to have them in this moment.


Here's some bl00pers about my High School life.

one of my sins: playing with krong since it looks like jonghyun.

THE GIRLS without Generation ;)
Yes, i know. childish nuff.

classmates

bimbim bukan personil slank



Agustus 01, 2012

it all started with a wet socks...

Feeling disappointed lately, my dad didn't allowed me to watch Big Bang Alive Tour 2012 at MEIS. It really..HURTS. ahaha who cares about me, dude. chillax.

Anyway, anyone who watch Big Bang's Alive Concert this October, I really, really envy you all. Like seriously, i was crying at school and at home and couldn't focus to the French Language. Yes. I'm gonna force myself study harder and make myself number 1 on the class. Mark it as my August and forever wants




Yes, i like that song. I REALLY WANNA SEE TAEYANG RIGHT AWAY WITH MY OWN EYES.
Anyway, forget about it. I really wish SMTown Indonesia will come true soon, if i failed to watch it with my own eyes....... I'D KILL EVERYONE I'll cry out loud at home.loljk.

Juni 23, 2012

Happy Birthday Fildza Larissa!

It's 23rd of June, and guess what? A GIRL IS HAVING A BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FILDZA HAN!


n.b: you can check the video on YOUTUBE, search for "tamirmdn8" and you'll find this. Since it's restricted x_x

Mei 17, 2012

XLX PUNCAK TRIP

The title quite express the things i want to share, anyway, i've done a farewell trip for my Junior High School at Puncak. (15/16). It was a memorable night i've ever had and be a good story for my children in the future. Had a loads of fun and excitement. The trip ends with releasing some balloons with wishlist tied on it. I hope all of #XLX wish will come true soon.

me and karisha at t he hall of fame
neceng, enam boncengan

with moms 
With the crews
cipanas palace, West Java
girls on the hall of fame
P.S: For the digital photos, sorry, i didn't bring my Digital Camera. Later, i'll post it after got it from someone's camera. hihihi.

April 01, 2012

April 1st

Hi! it's been a long time since my last posting(s). hey bodies! been busy lately, cause of final exams and gettin ready to face the national exam! wish me in a very good luck, fellas! -xoxo

Januari 23, 2012

i'm interested with....SHINee(샤이니)!!!

HOOOOOI. At first, i don't quite interested with korean's boyband/girlband. But, since my friends like to talk about it, and i began to see their videos and some of korean shows.... and yea i like it. I really really adore Choi Minho from SHINee, his charisma....AaHhHhH *melted*

btw here's their videos. enjoy!


and Replay in HERE. (click to watch)

Januari 21, 2012

The Only Way Is UP.

Just searchin new vids on youtube, curious with Jessie J's video, i searched her in youtube. and i found this song.

How can I find you

When you’re always hiding from yourself
Playing hide and seek with me
Till it gets too dark
Too dark, inside your shell
Why do I even try
When you take me for granted?
I should know better by now
When you call I already hear that crashing sound
As it all falls down

It’s never too late to turn it back around
Yeah I know you can
Don’t bury your demons deep in the ground
When it all falls down
The only way is up, up, up
The only way is up, up

I watch your spirit break
As it shatters into a million pieces
Just like glass I see right through you
And your parade of excuses
Feels like groundhog day
You say the same things over and over
There’s that look in your eye
And I hear that crashing sound
As it all falls down

It’s never too late to turn it back around
Yeah I know you can
Don’t bury your demons deep in the ground
When it all falls down
The only way is up, up, up
The only way is up, up

It’s your love that’s strong
It’s the only thing that keeps me holding on
It’s your heart that’s weak
But it’s not too weak to bring you back to me

It’s never too late to turn it back around
Yeah I know you can
Don’t bury your demons deep in the ground
When it all falls down
When it all falls down
It’s never too late to turn it back around
When it all falls down
The only way is up
The only way is up, up, up
The only way is up, up
When it all falls down


could agree more. if everything falls down, the only way is up and clean your own mess.

Januari 13, 2012

Stay.

I was inspired by Miley Cyrus's song, "Stay".

Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wondered
I'm lonely here tonight

I'm lost here in this moment
And times keep slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh, I miss you
Oh, oh, I need you

And I love you more than i did before
And if today i don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And i'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, i'll be coming home
And if you ask me i will stay, i will stay

Well, I tried to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And i can hear you say

I love you more than i did before
And if today i don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm Sorry it's this way
But i'm coming home, i'll be coming home
And if you ask me, I will stay, I will stay, Always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to, I would choose you
So always stay, please, always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
Cause my heart would stop without YOU.